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Meet the parents :D- I finally brought someone home!

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I don’t think I ever mentioned this but here it is now. I have never brought a guy home to meet my parents!! :O:O:O

(the lions are just from my previous blog Meet the Parents click link below to read:

Ā https://thesweetestpartsoflove.wordpress.com/2017/10/17/meet-the-parentsfamily/)Yep in spite of 3boyfriends including the long term one I could never tell my family bout me dating….However lucky number 4 got to experience it first hand on his side as well as mine. This wasn’t particularly a proper meeting as it was an impulse for him to come collect me fromĀ for our date. It didn’t exactly go to plan but I do feel that the fact that I Ā even took this step means that I am really serious bout the Sweet One being in my life. I finally tried to be brave and take a bit more control of what I want. This meet was very short so I am planning to do this again maybe teatime or dinner or something when my siblings aren’t around so the Sweet One can talk to my parents. I know there may be somethings they wont approve of but all I need for now is the awareness and acceptance the liking him stuff will come when the get to know him more.

Wish me luck! ;0)

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Relationships you want: Instructor Dojo and Iku Kasahara

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I started reading my first ever manga series and its called Library Wars and I enjoyed reading bout the main two characters.

What they do for each other

Dojo helps Kasahara by abusing his position to stopĀ her favourite book from being confiscated by the MBC

Kasahara saves Dojo inspite of his orders when he gets shot

Dojo repeatedly comes to Kasaharas rescue

Kasahara takes Dojo to get some camomile tea as hehas not had it before

Dojo tries to keep Kasahara’s parents from findingĀ out what her job is

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What their relationship includes

Fights

Arguments

“Dream Prince”

Love

Overall this relationship shows

Love appears in the most random places

It is possible to forgot the face pf someone you really like and look up to

it is possible to turn Hate to Love

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The Thoughts of Disappointments

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I decided to share something else today and its more to do with my feelings of right now. I have explained in past posts about a new development in my Love life which is the Sweet One (although lately I’ve been thinking of him as the Sweet but Crazy One :0P) and how this relationship is slightly different to the others I’ve had. In this relationship my Sweet One is the one experiencing the new shiny stuff of relationships and I can see his eyes wide likeĀ a magpies at this rate and I just have these odd feelings I will fail as a girlfriend and a future life partner. I know that he will always be understanding to my craziness but it does not mean that my feelings that I could be a great disappointment to him ,of what Love and relationships are will disappear and it horrifies me that I could be the cause of his faith and trust as well as belief being damaged. In past relationships I have always made jokes about how I am “The Best Girlfriend Ever!” knowing full well I could never say it and mean it or even think it could be remotely true as the confidence in myself is lacking and it makes me wonder how I can be in a relationship at all.

Expectations and disappointments have a tendency to end up hand in hand sometimes and it jus makes you not want to get too hopeful or excited of what the future holds and in my case its this relationship. I really like the Sweet One and I know he could be good to me but I just cant bring my to expect too much from him and IĀ know there must be expectations on his side but he will never say and I feel I should really know what they are so as not to be too much of a disappointment to him. I want to be aĀ good girlfriend and hopefully a great future life partner where I can fill his life with happiness but there’s this little feeling in the back of my head that just feels I will never achieve that.Ā Ā 

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Relationships You Want- (Sailor Moon) Serena and (Tuxedo Mask) Darien

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Ok this is one I had to include. I have been constantly watching Sailor Moon and I have seen a couple of seasons now and I just adore Serena and Darien’s relationship.

What they do for each other

Darien always tries to rescue her when she is in trouble

Serena puts her life on the line for Darien

Darien likes Serena in spite of her craziness

Serena supports Darien

What their relationship includes

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They are Superheroes ;0P

A pink haired future daughter

They are Royalty

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First Relationship- EVER!

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I have talked about many of my relationships and in all of them I’ve always been the least experienced one but this time round I’m apparently the “more experienced” one. The Sweet One has never been in a relationship before and had never dated anyone before me.

I have noticed somethings about theĀ Sweet One and that is he is trying a lot harder then he needs to, most likely as he really doesn’tĀ want this to fail, he seems quite clingyĀ towards me, he is overly protective and very affectionate, All of these things I have noticed in myself at some point at the beginning of dating and its rather surreal being on the other end of it as I am now experiencing what the “other” other halves had to go through when they were me, I can say it does feel a little bit too much sometimesĀ butĀ as I always try to be as understanding as possibleĀ as I cant remember exactly how I was or even howĀ much I was and if they put with me I guess its just a case of me doing theĀ same… I meanĀ that’s fair right ;0)

Growing up I always used to hear bout guys our age being immature or less experienced in how to treat a girl in a relationship and so girls used to opt for older men who were more experienced but I find that someone who hasn’t been in a relationship to be someone who may not always get things right but who is trying so hard to do so.Ā He will always appreciate you, he wont cheat on you (well it seems unlikely if you are his first), he will always offer to help you, he will always want to be affectionate, he will talk to you for hours on end simply just to hear your voice and want to be around you and hold you close just because you are his and I think all of that is pretty sweet in itself.

Being the “more experienced” makes me feel a lot of pressure to know what I’m doing and to not break their heart by accident. I really don’t want to hurt him and its something I feel I might do and I have no idea why. Everything that we do together I want to make nice and special as if it was my first experience in dating and relationships I would want to make a big deal out of it and so I’m trying to make that happen for him. He has come to mean a lot to me and I don’t want to disappoint him in anyway.

Although things seem are a bit odd right now what with the constant want to be touching, close or even just nearby for as long as possibleĀ I do find that being around his company makes me feel more special as he wants to make the effort with me, he is excited about our relationship andĀ I really feel that if he could he would do absolutely anything for me.Ā He is in fact drowning quite badly and heaven knows why he things so highly of me but even though I’m still uncomfortable (I’m weird bout anything nice about me) I amĀ flattered he likes me at all šŸ˜€Ā Ā 

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Songs of Love: Real Love- Say Love

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I cant believe I only just found this song but it just seems to be something I want to replay over and over lately.

This song is called “Say Love” by JoJo Levesque or JoJo as she is more commonly known. This is part of the Tringle album III

Please click the link to listen to the song and watch the music video:https://youtu.be/bwrJWV3MVMU

This song is very emotional and JoJo voice is amazingĀ singing it as her voice really captures the feelings.Ā  This song will make you feel the vulnerability of putting yourself out there in a relationship and have the same returned to you such as the word “Love”. Wanting to hear your significant other say the word back to you and wanting to know you are in the same place. I know it isn’t particularly a happy song that everyone would enjoyĀ but the fact that she can express these emotionsĀ in such an incredible way just makes you appreciate it allĀ the more.

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The Sweet One- The One I’m seeing now

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(BE WARNED ITS A LONG ONE)

I have mentioned before that i am seeing someone so I thought I would let you in on our little story… After meeting pretty much every guy I’ve dated or been in a relationship with online I actually met this one in person first.

About a year ago I remember first seeing the Sweet One at work andĀ there was always something about him that I noticed, I’m not really sure what it was, he had his curly hair tied in a pony tail and he was wearing a hat and a hi vis vest but I couldĀ never really get a goodĀ look at his face. I still remember the first time I talked to him and I wasn’t sure what he was doing at workĀ so I thought I would ask. He barely lookedĀ at my face so I assumed he was kind of shy so we had a very quickĀ conversation and since then I always madeĀ an effort to say hi when IĀ saw him. Funny enough during the time I put up my dating profile I did actually think about asking him if he wanted to go out but decided againstĀ it in the end thinking he wasn’t interested.

Fast forward to Winter last year…

There was a time when we managed to talk a bit more and at this time I was seeing the Long Haired one and I remember telling him about him and showing his picture and saying he remindedĀ me of him. Mostly because of the hairĀ andĀ their names started with the same letter and other little things but in reality they were very different. During that conversation it came up that he had never beenĀ in a relationship before and we talked bout how I met theĀ Long Haired one. After that he disappeared for a few weeks and I actually missed him and wondered what happenedĀ and when he came back I started to realise thatĀ I would go out my way to talk to him before I left work and I wanted to be his friend and I was definitely drawn to him. The Long Haired one and I were long distanced and I guess not having been together very long before we became long distanced, I realised I wanted attention that I wasn’t getting from him.

Coming up to December I started to realise I might actually have a crush on the Sweet One, I started to notice him a lot more at work and I started to think about him and it was never inappropriate thoughts it was just thoughts in general. I felt so bad, I had never looked at anyone else when I’ve been in a relationship and to me it was not a good thing and I felt so ashamed. I decided to talk to a friend at work and she said its normal to have random crushes on people but it doesn’t mean anything as you aren’t doing anything you aren’t getting close or intimate with them but in spite of that I didn’t feel good. I realised it was insecurities otherwise I would never feel the need to notice anyone else but my significant other and so I felt it was important to discuss this with the Long Haired One.Ā 

After the craziness and the break up with the Long Haired one and after theĀ process of grieving I still couldn’t move from my thoughts bout the Sweet One and I thougt it was better to find out if he might be interested or not then fully move on and maybe stay single for a bit. I originally thought I would get my friend from work to talk to him but then I Ā decided there was no way to really have a talk and maybe it might be better to write him a note. I told him my thoughts and asked him and left him my number and I was planning to give it to him before I left work but towards the end of the day I decided he might not be interested and went home but on the way out I bumped in to my friend and she tried to convince me to go and give it to him but then offered to do it herself and that’s how it happened I guess she came back with all smiles and thumbs up and said he would text me after he was finished. He did text and even today I remember pretty much every word that started off us dating.

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