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Songs of Love: Emotional Love- Like I’m Gonna lose you

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I don’t often listen to Meghan Trainor but the songs I have heard have been really good and this one was not an exception. Its called Like I’m gonna lose you and it features John Legend.

This song is about loving so much that its almost as if they will never see them or have them with them again. The appreciation of having someone and realising what it could be like if that person wasn’t in your life.

Please click the link below to see the video and listen to the song:

https://youtu.be/2-MBfn8XjIU

This song is absolutely beautiful and so romantic and it definitely gives you a feeling, Its a very sweet and emotional song.

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I want you all to myself

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I discovered something strange about myself and that is sometimes I can be a little bit greedy and selfish. When I say that you probably think I’m just a horrible person who doesn’t know how to share and who thinks it is perfectly ok to take as much of anything and everything she wants without a care or thought of others. I would say that too… but this is different

When I say I am a bit greedy I mean that I want to keep someone with me all the time and have them spend all their time with me and when I say I’m a bit selfish I mean that I don’t want to share that person with anyone else at all I just want to keep them all to myself.

I’ve been with my Sweet One for quite a few months now and I’m always experiencing crazy moments even ones like this. I’m not jealous of who he spends time with and I have no problem with other people who get close to him because I know he thinks of me as his but even then my crazy head just doesn’t want him to be with anyone else but me. I’ve always tried to make a point of balancing different parts of your life and never focusing on one thing too much as with relationships it can be unpredictable. Making sure to keep other parts of your life going is very important but lately my life is him and only him and right now I don’t even feel bad as I Love every moment we have together and even if things go bit weird we make it out almost as quickly as we entered it. I Love him and I want to have him all to myself….

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First Holiday!!!

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I mentioned in one of my other posts that I would be going on holiday. What I didn’t mention that this would be my first holiday without my family. Growing up I had a group of friends and when we had some savings aside and felt old enough we decided to plan to go away together but since there was so many of us it was difficult to even plan anything as everyone wanted something different and we just couldn’t agree so ended up doing nothing. Getting into relationships especially my long term one I expected to go away at some point together but he just never seemed interested and kept telling me to do things with other people. My family had their own plans with relationships, my siblings went with their friends or other halves and my parents did a random 4-5 days here and there over the year. Due to all the above I have not been away for bout 8years and I mean a flight holiday not the coach and train days trips and weekends I randomly do.

Since me and my Sweet One have been together a  few months now we haven’t really properly had time alone away from people at work or families at home and since we met during the winter time we never had a chance to really go many places but since the weather is heating up we have decided to book our first holiday together. Since neither of us have gone away in a relationship we decided to do no longer then a week just in case. I really doubt we will have any problems being together all day everyday but its a precaution and even though we are both looking forward to it we want to make sure we plan things in such away that we have no problems and can freely enjoy our time together.

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Return of the Ex- The Long Haired One

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I have not really had much experience with having much to do with an ex after the relationship is over except for one which was my Special Someone who I have my Furry Princess with. Going through some stuff and changing rooms I found something that did not belong to me. It was given to me as a reminder of the Long Haired when we did not know when we would see each other again as we were going through a long distance relationship. He gave me something that his mother had made for him and he had been wearing almost everyday and since it wasn’t just a regular gift I did not feel right in keeping it and felt I should return it.

Since the break up and my new relationship I have no contact with him and so sent it to the last address I had for him, his parents house thinking even if he wasn’t going to still be there he could still receive it. Just to be sure that he knew there was something I left him a short message. I did not want to continue talking to him due to what happened and felt it was best we go separate ways so I just kept it simple letting him know something was in the post on its way to him and wished him well. I got a message of thanks and that he had some stuff he never sent me (xmas gifts)and then got told to leave him alone. I told him I was just returning his belongings which I didn’t feel right in keeping and that he did not need to worry bout sending me anything if he didn’t want anything to do with me as he did not want to be friends he wanted to revisit what we had before.

I of course had moved on as his health is important and I had already been in a similar situation with my Special Someone and did not want to be in that place again. Given the fact I was closing in on the age of thirty and wanted to eventually have a family of my own I have to prioritise and waiting for someone with mental health problems to improve just wouldn’t move my life forward no matter how heart breaking it is. Mental health isn’t something that can get fixed easily or quickly or even at all and sometimes the stress of having a relationship just doesn’t help and so in my mind it was already set that friendship was all we would have and nothing more but since he had no interest in that and wanted to pursue a relationship I don’t think I will be hearing from him.

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