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Songs of Love: Real Love- Say Love

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I cant believe I only just found this song but it just seems to be something I want to replay over and over lately.

This song is called “Say Love” by JoJo Levesque or JoJo as she is more commonly known. This is part of the Tringle album III

Please click the link to listen to the song and watch the music video:https://youtu.be/bwrJWV3MVMU

This song is very emotional and JoJo voice is amazing singing it as her voice really captures the feelings.  This song will make you feel the vulnerability of putting yourself out there in a relationship and have the same returned to you such as the word “Love”. Wanting to hear your significant other say the word back to you and wanting to know you are in the same place. I know it isn’t particularly a happy song that everyone would enjoy but the fact that she can express these emotions in such an incredible way just makes you appreciate it all the more.

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The Sweet One- The One I’m seeing now

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(BE WARNED ITS A LONG ONE)

I have mentioned before that i am seeing someone so I thought I would let you in on our little story… After meeting pretty much every guy I’ve dated or been in a relationship with online I actually met this one in person first.

About a year ago I remember first seeing the Sweet One at work and there was always something about him that I noticed, I’m not really sure what it was, he had his curly hair tied in a pony tail and he was wearing a hat and a hi vis vest but I could never really get a good look at his face. I still remember the first time I talked to him and I wasn’t sure what he was doing at work so I thought I would ask. He barely looked at my face so I assumed he was kind of shy so we had a very quick conversation and since then I always made an effort to say hi when I saw him. Funny enough during the time I put up my dating profile I did actually think about asking him if he wanted to go out but decided against it in the end thinking he wasn’t interested.

Fast forward to Winter last year…

There was a time when we managed to talk a bit more and at this time I was seeing the Long Haired one and I remember telling him about him and showing his picture and saying he reminded me of him. Mostly because of the hair and their names started with the same letter and other little things but in reality they were very different. During that conversation it came up that he had never been in a relationship before and we talked bout how I met the Long Haired one. After that he disappeared for a few weeks and I actually missed him and wondered what happened and when he came back I started to realise that I would go out my way to talk to him before I left work and I wanted to be his friend and I was definitely drawn to him. The Long Haired one and I were long distanced and I guess not having been together very long before we became long distanced, I realised I wanted attention that I wasn’t getting from him.

Coming up to December I started to realise I might actually have a crush on the Sweet One, I started to notice him a lot more at work and I started to think about him and it was never inappropriate thoughts, it was just thoughts in general. I felt so bad, I had never looked at anyone else when I’ve been in a relationship and to me it was not a good thing and I felt so ashamed. I decided to talk to a friend at work and she said its normal to have random crushes on people but it doesn’t mean anything as you aren’t doing anything you aren’t getting close or intimate with them but in spite of that I didn’t feel good. I realised it was insecurities otherwise I would never feel the need to notice anyone else but my significant other and so I felt it was important to discuss this with the Long Haired One.

After the craziness and the break up with the Long Haired one and after the process of grieving, I still couldn’t move from my thoughts bout the Sweet One and I thought it was better to find out if he might be interested or not, then fully move on and maybe stay single for a bit. I originally thought I would get my friend from work to talk to him but then I decided there was no way to really have a talk and maybe it might be better to write him a note. I told him my thoughts and asked him and left him my number and I was planning to give it to him before I left work, but towards the end of the day I decided he might not be interested. I headed off to go home but on the way out I bumped in to my friend and she tried to convince me to go and give it to him but then offered to do it herself and that’s how it happened I guess. When my friend came back she was all smiles and thumbs up and said he would text me after he was finished at work. He did text and even today I remember pretty much every word that started off us dating. This was the start of a new relationship…

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Songs of Love: Honeymoon Stage – Enough is Never Enough

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I’ve been listening to this song quite a bit now and I feel that its become the favourite of this month at the moment.

This song is called Enough is Never Enough and its by Nadine Coyle from Girls Aloud. I had no idea she had her own songs so was quite surprised to find this and even one of the songs that I liked enough.

Please click the link below to listen to this song : 

https://youtu.be/ZAteEu0Rqus

This song seems to be in that stage where no matter how many times you talk and how long you spend with each other you still want more. There is no such thing as too much. I think this song is very sweet and just proves that you can never be too clingy :0)

HAPPY VALENTINES FOR TOMORROW! 😀

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Update on my Love Life!

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I have had a little update in the world of relationships and here I am putting my heart on the line to attempt a relationship once again. I have been hurt badly before and have been down the road of online dating and eventually found someone which was bit of a whirlwind and then who disappeared on me altogether in the past. Right now my update is that I now I have a BOYFRIEND 😀

This time round I’ve met someone in real life meaning not from online and we have both been talking everyday and meeting up when we can. I’m in an awkward place where I feel happy but afraid to let myself get too close and I guess previous experiences has now caused this, especially since with the Long Haired one I tried to put as much effort as I could in to it and ended up losing him after all. With this relationship I am going to take things as they come and try and keep a good enough balance.  

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