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Songs Of Love: Waiting for Love- Beautiful

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I have been listening to this song a lot lately I’m not even sure why but it is one of the first youtuber songs I started listening to and its just a very sweet song that I feel everyone can relate too.

This song is by Megan Nicole and it is called Beautiful. She’s been around on youtube for quite some time so if you haven’t heard of her you should definitely check her out,

Please click the link below for the music video and song:

https://youtu.be/IwN2DvB7OIU

This song takes you back to the very first days of when you used to look at other couples and just wanted to experience what they have with each other yourself. To find Love and find happiness with a special person.

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Update on the Long Haired One

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I guess I am back to another dates diary blog post and this time its not so good news….

After a little over 4months of being with the Long Haired one I guess things kind of got a bit much for the both of us. Finding out we had to be long distance for a start, I knew I wouldn’t be able to cope with and sadly the Long haired one had his own demons to deal with, as well as trying to keep a relationship with me going and it was doing neither of us any good. I really liked him and wanted to keep our relationship and attempt a future together but¬†I guess we weren’t destined, to make it any further then we have in our relationship.¬†There were trust issues and insecurities which made matters worse and slowly slowly it wore us down, to a point where we had to go separate ways for betterment of us both. Whether or not we become friends I am not sure, whether or not I will hear from him again I do not know but I feel the break up was meant to be. The grieving period seemed to last a few days and I¬†managed to pick myself up pretty¬†quickly and after a week I was feeling more myself.

Being with the Long Haired One certain situations did come up and the trust just was not there for him and the distance making the temptation of having someone more attentive and more in person was playing on my mind. I have never been one to cheat and I have never been one to be disloyal but realising I was getting more attention from colleagues and friends more then my significant other it made me question whether this relationship was for me as in previous relationships I never looked at anyone else. Having crushes while in a relationship has never been normal for me and was the first sign that this relationship was slipping slightly and I was feeling insecure.

I have always made it clear in my mind that being settled with a life partner and a new place to live where I could have my own family. ¬†I have always wanted a serious relationship and time doesn’t seem to wait for anyone, so if I want something I need to attempt it now and waiting for something that may or may not happen just doesn’t seem ideal. I’ve been there before with the Special Someone and even though I don’t regret the relationship I do regret pushing something that maybe wasn’t meant to be, although its hard to know if it is and its hard to not want to put in effort.

The Long Haired One and I have had a very sweet and intense relationship at times and I am glad I met him and I am thankful for the connection we shared. Its a shame it did not last but maybe its for the best. He made it easy for me to move on from the Special Someone and made me realise that there are people who will be understanding to my situation and accept me the way I am as well as join in my madness and he will be remembered and not forgotten and maybe he will return after disappearing from my life….

 

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Interracial Relationships

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I have always mentioned about different people¬†I have met up with and how everyone has different beliefs and interests and so there are times when this is obvious to others and sometimes not acceptable. I have been in positions where people look at you weird or even if they know you feel its ok to tell you its not ok. In my head I have always been accepting of any kind of relationship as I’ve always believed that relationships and love have always come in many forms and so I would never feel that someone shouldn’t be together especially if they are happy.

Looking back at all my relationships I have always been¬†with someone who¬†was different from me in every single way as I don’t think looking for someone¬†specifically the same as you is necessary as you might find someone you can make an amazing connection with just about anyone who may not be apart of your culture, religion or background. I think its important to keep an open heart when it comes to love in this way as you might miss out on something magic with someone you never thought you would end up with and someone you can share your own culture and background with as well as learn about theirs,

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Smarter Other Half

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This is something that has happened a couple of times and I do feel pretty dumb literally pretty dumb when a guy I have been in a relationship with or dated for a little while is so much smarter then I am. I wouldn’t say I’m stupid but there have been times when big words have been used or certain interests or discussions have come up and I haven’t got a clue. Very embarrassing.

Thinking back to when I was younger I was one of those people who looked liked they could be really brainy but deep down wasn’t very academic so who it was always awkward when people would want help. There were times when I knew what was going on and could offer my help but other times I just had no idea bout anything, As I got older I tried to¬†get more interests and meet more people¬†and have more meaningful conversations but there was always someone who had that much more knowledge then me that was enough for me to¬†feel intimidated.

When it comes to dating someone¬†you don’t want to be made stupid in anyway you want to be able to show something of yourself for your own self respect and self worth but there are times when you may not feel¬†like that when it feels like someone is showing you up.¬†With the Long Haired One he was really smart and had knowledge about lots of different things and during our conversations I found myself having to look up what he meant to¬†make sense of things but I did¬†end up telling him the truth bout how I felt, He was quite understanding and told me not¬†to feel inadequate in comparison to him¬†and that it did not effect our relationship.¬†

Something I guess I could say is that you should never feel¬†ashamed that you aren’t smart enough, as everyone has different wisdom and interests in life and so¬†you should never compare yourself to your¬†other half.¬† Your other half could seem smart in one way but may lack knowledge in something that you know all about. Always know that you are a unique and wise in your own way and¬†your other half will Love you just as you are and will consider themselves lucky to have you. ¬†¬†

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